FUNKY

I'm in a funk. Is  that  the same as being funky?  I guess this situation with my mother has me in a 'funk'.  Decisions are difficult to make.  I, nor my siblings, do not want my mother to live her remaining years in a nursing home.  The alternative, bring her home and have home health care. The question is will she need 24/7 care or just a few hours a day.  The cost is a big hindering factor.  Living 6 hours away is another issue. I feel the need to be there but just can't get myself to drive those miles as often as I think is necessary.  Oh what to do!? Praying for guidance is the answer for now. 

On a brighter note - the sun is shining today.  Window washing seems an activity while I can see, because of the sun, that they need my attention!  So - I occupy while waiting for guidance.